WARNING: This post is negative because I’m feeling negative.
It makes me want to cry. My back is out. Gone. Pain no matter what I do. I need help to stand and have to crawl into and out of bed or I won’t make it otherwise.
I feel kind of stupid because of how it happened. I was bending at the waist, splashing my face with cool water. That’s it. No jumping, running, etc. Just fracking bending at not quite a 45 degree angle. I’m a mess. I can’t even splash my face without hurting myself!
I want to eat until I feel better, but nothing tastes good or comforting. Depressing, eh? Not as depressing as the deadline that looms. 2 papers due (on Monday and Tuesday) and a girl’s gotta work.
Deep, cleansing breaths and peaceful vibes help somewhat, but not as much as hard core narcotics do.